Cleanse
my blood
For
the lies I told
Cleanse
my heart
For
the meanness I did
Erase
the rotten words
Out
of my mouth
With a mountain spring
Wash
them away
Take
away
The
harshness I said
Make
it better
For
what I did
It
just had to be
This
way, I am afraid
As
she can't understand me
Any
other way
It
just makes her mad
When
I love her
Write
of her
And
me
And
how I was drowning
And
needed a line
But
instead I saw her
And
felt happy
I
am sorry
It
is true
For
this I couldn't lie
But
she won't wake up
She's
dead inside
And
this truth
Is
on me
She
is mine no matter how it looks
And
I can't escape
It's
like death or deny
I
chose death
Maybe
I want it too bad
Maybe
she's in there still
Somewhere
deep
Hiding
deep from me
And
from her
And
was just as rotten
As
she can be
And
I wonder why I can't eat
I
feel sick
But
I always do with her
And
it makes me so sad
That
after all this
She
still can't be with herself
