Sometimes I wish I could
Pop off my head
Remove my heart
Every trace gone
It may be a dream
One that would leave
Me headless
And heartless
Without care
Or feelings
Love for you
Missing too
Trouble is
I know too many
Who are this way
And I don't want to be like them
But how to go on living
When I feel this so strong
It doesn't make sense
So it must be changing
I can be dramatic
Yes, it's true
And sometimes
I only desire to be alone
Thinking nothing is coming
Or going to change
I will just go on and on
Suffering this way
But it is true
True that I am not
Completely fooled
I just pretend to be
Frustrating
It still is
As I have tried so long
Tried to be free from it
To let it go
Consume me no more
Move off to a new space
Off like I wanted to be
But I wonder
Since I wait anyhow
Maybe I could just
Dream
To be given
A future such
That make my dreams
Be my reality
To watch you
Finally understand
And see me
For who I am
To lovingly accept
What is true
And choose it
On your own
To be completed
Just by me
And then
Also by you
To understanding
We are one
Connected and strong
No matter how we fight it
Letting that be
No more running away
Staying strong
Inside you
Hope completing the circle
Fantasy no more
A door wide open
Easy enough to walk through
You deciding
I am for you
Even though
You are afraid
Picking me
Over all else
Is better than
You coming to me last
Or because you have to
Because all of your shit
Finally blew up
Right back in your face
Making you come
To your senses
Making you
Admit the truth
Really admitting
Seeing and growing
In my love for you
And your love for me too
I tried to sew my heart up
So you couldn't be seen
But only could sew around you
It only trapped you inside
So since I must let it be
Resuming peace
Constant love
Strength and forgiveness
Love shinning through the darkness
You, me
And whatever else we want it to be
At ease and peace
Like it's supposed to be
It may be a dream
One that I can almost
Clearly see
Heart full
Head screwed on right
I can see the dream
In the distance
It plays out
You and me together
A fantasy like state
Like bumping into fate
Knowing it
Feeling it
Creating something new
One that keeps me tied to you
