I
am changing again
Becoming
less apart of this world
And
more and more
Who
I really am
I
am not so concerned
With
the small things
Or
things bodily bound
I
look up more instead of just around
I
keep my eyes focused on what's right
Although
I still question things I can't see
Trying
to remember
My
eyes will always deceive
I
am changing again
I
am not apart of the crowd
And
I am not supposed to be
I
am only me
I
don't need to belong
People
don't notice anyhow
As
long as you act the part
They
don't even see
Often
not even looking past their own nose
Their
only concern
Is
only them
Everything
else merely a dream
It's
the ugly side of humanity
The
one I don't like to see
As
if I really cared
I'd
be in trouble
Why
is it so hard
For
people to go against the crowd
Everyone's
afraid to be different
Afraid
to stand out
Then
when someone does stand out
They
get in trouble
Ostrisized
Taken
out
I
know what's expected of me
People
make it known
I
put on my mask
Even
if it's not my own
I
let so much hurt me
So
much get in my way
I
let it linger for too long
It
wouldn't go away
It
has been shown to me
I
have the true power
If
I let it be
Let
it be
It's
always been there
Deep
inside me
Working
in my favor
Even
though I didn't know it
If
I only see what they see
Focus
on what's wrong
Not
seeing love through the faces
Beauty
in my life
Like
leaves on a branch
That
can't be seen
Cause
the tress blend into one
Making
everything appear to be
Looking
so far away
Like
at a picture
You
can't begin to understand
It
looks one way but is really another
I
see the crowd
How
it looks
And
I let it consume me
For
a moment
And
I think I am better than them
I
am learning how to fly my own kite
Even
if my life is still scary
I
can do it
I
have the power to make miracles
And
I shuck it to look good
Or
let my fears win
Or
tempt fate
Pointless
it is
It
seems like the hardest thing
To
just go with the flow
Learning
its not me anyhow
I
always have to interrupt it
Make
it stop
Like
I will be better off
Or
saved
But
inside the moment
Is
something special for me
Truth
that I can use
To
make miracles be
Like
a fast moving river
Life
is pushing me down
Cutting
into my life
Making
things right
When
I turn and hide
Or
stop the flow
I
only stop me
From
becoming all that I am
Great
things are up ahead
For
this I know
I
just have to let my fears go
And
live my life
The
awesome part is
I
can do it all and never leave my seat
I
don't have to chase life
It
will chase me
I
know how to handle the storm
I
can sail my ship through anything
I
have learned how to rely on me
I
have found a way to let the last be
I
know my best life is waiting for me
To
uncover all of me
I
know it's just around the corner
Bidding
its time
Waiting
for me to see
Waiting
for me get it
At
the right time
It
will approach me
In
step with who I am
Walking
as one
Me
now
Me
before
Me
then
I
will make it all be
I
am no longer willing
To
let it go
I
am going to fight
Make
it all as I know it can be
This
is my life
It
is my destiny
I
will not run anymore
All
the doors will be opened
In
the right time
When
I need
Until
then I need to let it be
Right
now
I
only need to focus on
Changing
me
Seeing
me
Letting
me be
As
I truly am
Deep
inside
Everything
is already right
The
path laid before my feet
Is
right for me
I
know I wouldn't be headed here
Unless
it was right
I
want to be here
It
is a gift
I
accept that
I
am grateful
My
life is built best for me
I
am the only one
Who
had been in my way
Ever
have
And
the more I change
The
closer I get
To
all I am
To
being here
Free
to enjoy life
The
right one for me
Without
all the past
Bringing
me down
What
I have learned
Is
worth the whole ride
And
what's next
Is
worth my life
